Day I lost count: Ten

And you know I have to write down this thought before I forget it and it becomes part of yesterday. And our story is too great to forget. We are my favorite subject. Promises are hard to keep, you know that, that's why you don't like too. But I never want to stop being as in love with you as I am. I would be the dumbest girl in the world if I ever gave you up. The want and my desire for you should keep me young for years. We will always carry on. You love me more then anyone ever has and in such a way that makes me want to fly and be free. You set me free but you ground me. How could I ever deny you? I never want to hurt you, I hope I never do, but I do not know the future or what it holds. I don't want to one day let you down like that. It would crush me to think of us in such a state. I never want to be there. We will hold each other tight and beam with love and build our dreams with brick and wood and fairy dust. Lets think happy thoughts so we can fly. I think we would enjoy a large family. I think we prefer our family's before other worldly things. And I really believe that will happen for us and we are the exception to the rule. i never want to hurt you and I remember more then once I felt like I had and felt terrible. I love you more then I have loved anything in the world. Almost as much as I love Mara but that's a different kind of love. You give me a full warm feeling deep inside and give me goosebumps every time I see you with your shirt off :) . None of the guys I see could ever compared to you and I hope I never forget that or lose our way. You treat me so right and right now I'm just high on us. Being in love makes me feel alive or at least being in love with you does.