Day five? Lost in the clouds

I wish you would sometimes write me love letters. although I might initially be shocked. No one has ever done something like that before.for me. Although I wouldn't want you to do them just because I asked though. I don't want you to have to make up things to say to me. I want you to feel it and share it me. I think thats what guys don't understand sometimes.. We want it from the heart. we want to know you love us. we want to connect. But thank god i have found you. its like I've won the lottery by finding you. But ya, id like you to but not if you have to force it. It just seems like life sometimes is just making things up as we go along and saying things just because we know the words. One day you will be better at words maybe. or maybe will just develop a mental link. I just dont want you to force it. but i hope one day you feel it enough to be able to express it to me.